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pinzandneedles

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So here I am sitting in the computer lab at school. I thought I'd do a little update because I have nothing better to do. So I have driven so much to Coronado in the past week [to see a "boy"]. I mean to get anywhere here is 20 minutes so 30 doesn't seem so bad. I'm still in love with empires but I can't find their song animal for the life of me. This week has been good since my parents are out of town. A lot of going out and then I spent the last two days sleeping when I wasn't at work or school. So this weekend should be good. I still intend on going to see Incubus since they are my favorite band in the world. The tickets are like base 86 dollars and Matt said he'd pay :D I feel so bad! I'm not used to having someone pay for me. I'm used to paying for other people.

oh btw. Matt is the "boy" that I'm currently talking to. I have learned that things don't always go the way you want so I'm being cautious. i just like to take my time. Who knows what will happen because he's leaving for 6-7 months sometime in November. Did I mention he's in the navy... yeah but he's mr. I've done a bunch of stuff in life, Hi I'm 26. He was born in Philly raised in Jersey. And that is where he calls home. oh for the lulz he is friends with Pauly D of Jersey Shore. HAHA

He kind of makes me feel special. He always says the sweetest things. He is into the same music I like which gives him so many points.    He's played with the likes of incubus and paramore and i forgot but bands i actually recognized. We literally sat in my car for a few hours listening to my ipod . Oh btw the reason why I kind of feel special is because he had a  fiance and I think she cheated on him. He's mentioned how he's had such a wall since then and that for some reason he can trust me. The day we met we were both super drunk. I guess he doesn't really talk about how he was once engaged.

i haven't seen him for 3 days now and its kind of sad because I just really like talking to him. Oh and i have so much trust in him, he has done a very good job of exponential growth in gaining my trust. He changed my car tire! Like I'd probably be super sad if that happened to me while i was by myself. Wow I wrote this whole thing about him. Didn't mean for it to turn out that way but it just did.

A typical Sunday night...
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So where do I begin? It all starts around me being off the day and the padres ending their season :/ It's ok though the bolts made up for it.  So I requested the day off because I wanted to go to Christopher's birthday party at the bay. So I had all intentions of coming and hanging out the boys. Erin tweeted about a free Empires show in the parking lot and I  replied when and where? She said 730 wavehouse parking lot. At this time it was 6ish and didn't want to text chris to ask where they all were. I texted just about everybody else to ask where they were and I got annoyed. HAHA so Erin texts me and is like are you coming and then she told me to just go since she didn't think it wasn't going to run that late. Yeah I went to see Empires!

So the acoustic set ended up being at a fire pit and we had a bonfire as they serenaded us. Like I know this is my bad but Empires is a great band. So as Erin and Aromee and I walk towards where they were Sean (lead singer) starts talking to us and thanking us for coming out. I obviously was looking for Thomas Conrad. So they played we hung out ate food and just chilled. At about 10 ish they needed to head out. Yeah they were just so adorable and I love them so much for driving up from LA to hangout and play at the beach. Apparently I looked cold last night and Tom was like you're just denying it. Well I wore the wrong thing to sit on the beach. So I ended up hanging out with Chris and yeah so that was kind of like wtf oh really we're cool enough with each other to hangout with just the two of us?

Woke up and Chris had work at 830 and I had work at 9. I got off work and had to take a test and I did pretty decent. Maellyn came over because she needed internet. I was supposed to drive to Coronado but I was busy. Maybe later this week. Wordd

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livejournal! I really need to blog more because my memory sucks! Ok so I thought I'd update a little about august since july was almost a bust with the boy fall out, but comic con definitely cheered me up but then i got sick for a week :/ no bueno. So then august comes around and summer starts to look up :)  Jenn had another party and i was stoked because every time I go there I have a good time. The first time drank 1/2 to less than half a bottle of bacardi hurricane which apparently has bacardi 151.  The second time I met that summer boy ha! This time I met another cute guy who is jenn's neighbor but I never got his number :/ it's fine I found a new boy to hangout with. He's pretty cool just younger than me which isn't bad. It's going to be another crazy school year ;)
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oh how i missed my detailed posts. I need to set some short time goals to occupy me. The summer ones went okay haha. :D

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Hey livejournal!
  • I have way too many silly band"z" I'm obsessed
  • There is a new boy in the picture
  • School starts in almost 2 weeks!
  • Summer had its low now its climbing back up 
  • I want my ring. Some weirdo has it right now.
  • I saw Mike Posner at a club on Tuesday XD
  • I'm working 3:30-8 today, while there is a party at my house.
 /end rant


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I had two fun nights in one weekend! life is slowly getting momentum. I love summer <3

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 So the last thing the boy said to me (through text mind you) is something to the effect that you're taking this "us" thing way too seriously. And honestly that is the least of my worries. Ok I have referred to him as my boyfriend only to make talking about him easier. But I do have to say this for myself any time anyone asked if we were together I'd be like it's up to him. It has always been up to him, if he wants to or if he doesn't. I don't need labels all I know is that he's a really good guy that makes me happy. Something that is a long time coming. He's been a good thing for the past month but apparently there is something I'm missing. I mean if you don't want to hangout say no, it won't hurt my feelings. It hurts more to think you couldn't just tell me straight up. This goes with anyone that ignores or doesn't respond when making plans. It's just like grow a pair and tell me. I'm a big girl. I hope things get straightened up. I want to hit the beach tonight and smell that ocean air. The beach at night just gets me thinking and letting go of my minuscule problems.

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 I was off today and it's a Thursday night. What is wrong with this picture? I'm about to go drive to the beach and just sit around. Yeah the beach at night is usually a good time :)

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 last night was :) botte of wine,fresh air, city lights.

This kid is way too cool. 

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 time for a semi proper update? Haha.  It has been one long week for me. Like I'm telling you lonnnnnnnggggggggg. A good one though :D And by week I mean the whirlwind of hanging out with a few Colorado boys. The story begins....hmm actually this week I'm talking about started when school ended haha. I have been going almost non-stop since summer started. 

I started writing this entry and was like nope don't wan to really get into it. Not that it was bad or anything all the days blur together. But all I need to do now is figure out how to want to get up and leave before morning. I think I'm bringing them a present later for my benefit. i just really want to talk to the boy. Just talk because I love when we talk. I need to get out of the habit of being like no text me first! hmm well I'm just going to go now.

I want lunch but I'm confused. HAHA

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