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pinzandneedles
Hello readers (if there are any of you out there),
     I decided to give this whole blogging thing another shot. As I had explained it to a friend of mine, it's like keeping a diary or journal but it just happens to be on the internet. Not necessarily to the general public but accesible to those that care enough to read it (aka me). I was explaining to my friend that I had used it as a way to remember the little things, to remember the feelings associated with things that have happened in my life. They are a person lucky enough to be able to remember things. I just thought that is not fair. I took a break from any sort of blogging because I wanted to step away from livejournal and go do things. Which I did. Fall semester was one heck of a ride a lot of going out and being a college student. For the past semester I have been working my butt off and in that time still having no money because I wasn't typically going out anymore but I just have been embracing fashion and beauty and all that fun stuff girls can get caught up in at an earlier age. I am becoming a person and trying to surround myself around others that were more similar to me. Granted, the differences is what makes things interesting but when you are around people that are more similar to you, you have more fun. Differences are good and they keep things interesting but all the important parts are what make life long relationships, friendships and the otherwise. I better get going still have to clean my room a bit because I won't be home for at least a day. I wish he lived closer to me but things are smooth sailing from here. The funny thing is when I went to first start this post, I was like when was the last time I posted. It was a post from my phone saying he was still sleeping. So here is to the start of more blogging (hopefully).

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pinzandneedles

Hmm I really want to start blogging again! And for some reason my left hand/arm is tingling. I hope it's not falling asleep. A certain someone is still sleeping! Such a lazy boy! I want my whole foods Wednesday already! That's a lot of exclamations in a short amount of words. I'm hungry already and I'll give him until 2 to sleep.

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pinzandneedles
one last post for the end of the year or maybe 2 i'll look for a end of the year tag. But in other news I totally smitten for this guy and I need to calm down. i hope this goes well :)

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pinzandneedles
Where were you?
I was walking to the bus stop and I was in 8th grade. I really didn't grasp its significance at that age. It took me awhile and not to mention when I first started listening to incubus. 

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pinzandneedles
It is now technically Wednesday. I used to blog so much, i cut back because I said to myself go live. Now I know I really should find a balance of writing and remembering and memories. Currently I don't know where my head is at. I'm really trying to finish school up and save all my money to pay for this semester. I really need to stop for a minute to think about what i want to do. I need to set some goals for myself. Let's see what happens. 

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pinzandneedles
I can't believe my last entry of "substance"has been so long ago. I feel kind of empty with just enough drive to get me through the day. I feel like i'm constantly looking for something steady, something normal. I need a routine, i need life to push and pull me a million directions too. I just feel like this time last year i was so cheerful, in a good mood all the time, and just happier. Only I can make myself happy so it's my new goal to stop feeling so sorry for myself and do something. this sounds worse than what I intended. i just feel like there is no one i can talk to.

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pinzandneedles
 So in an effort to procrastinate in cleaning my room/doing things I'm going to update. I just wish my room would stay clean. I'm "cleaning" anytime I'm home. Well like it's mostly clean but then i just leave some of it undone and it builds up and I start again. Ok it was good to get that out. I will clean for the next 30 minutes because I'm working at 5.

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 should not have drank this soda. It is caffeine free but has real sugar. i should've stuck to water.

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i don't want to go to class. I want to goof around and do something. I need to get my blood flowing. I'm also very hungry. i just want to get out of here. 

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 Hey Livejournal,
        
        I really need to start blogging more. It may be private it may be public not quite sure. I went the do no journaling or blogging and that hasn't been to successful. I want pictures, more life more adventure. I have a youtube channel and i want to do an in my purse video but i've been lazy. So I think I'll be working on that. So I'm in class right now and I should be doing my homework doing for another class. I don't want to go to that one but i'll be fine. I kind of want to drink to get out of my head and relieve stress but I doubt that will happen i'll blog later to make sure I vent somewhere.
 

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