I keep trying to post in here but I get super lazy. I'm currently downloading an episode of it's always sunny. I closed the doors to the thing holding my television. i'm sew lazy. i want to put something on to fall asleep to but maybe i'll just go to sleep ha.

finally i've always wanted to lj update on my phone by text.

eww my brain hurts and I need to eat. I think I do decent on the midterm but that one question was straight bugging me. I need to charge the battery.I need a laptop bag. but this would be a little drastic to bring it to school. hmm oh well I better get going.peace out girl scout.

Livejournal, I really need you right now. My horoscope is driving me nuts.I'm not in the mood or at the concentration level right now to do my school work. I know I'm wasting two hours here. But its hours i desperately need. I'm hungry and cranky. I need some retail therapy, but oh wait! I'm broke. Not kidding or going to lie. I wish I didn't have to work tonight, tomorrow night, and Saturday night. Sorry this sounds like i'm bitching but if I didn't it would build up and be plinian eruption status and not the good kind. I'm sooo frustrated right now with life. This week is breaking me. I really just need to find a way to get over this. To be happy, to know the world isn't going to end soon. Is that too much to ask for?

i rather not be having this conversation. i rather be studying. it's just i don't talk to you enough. and its hard being the one to always bring things up. it kills me and you know it. The progress is so slow, so time consuming. Is this even worth it?

I haven't updated for almost a month! It's always because I'm tired or too lazy to update. Also, tell me why its Friday night and I am at home doing nothing? I know I came from work and all but not one person is online to talk to. Work lately has bee super annoying the past 2 weeks have had the worst scheduling problems. Next week I'm working like 5 days or something. Which I don't remember ever doing since I've started working there.

School has been going okay I have midterms next week. It's so odd I'm working Sunday, Wednesday,Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. i have 3 midterms next week. The htm I'm least worried about since I always go to those classes. I missed calculus twice in 2 weeks because of the mall. oops, and now I just have to deal and not try to miss it anymore. Plus I love manchester but hate calculus. Hmm what else is new? I'm getting super close with Maellyn that's for sure. I'm on good terms with the boy I think. But still I never see him since he's started school. Timing is so horrible with this shitty work schedule I keep getting. I'm excited to get more hours at work so I can stop being in debt. My phone is pretty much dead so I'm just saving to get a new one. I really need to stop eating out haha. And to add to that I also need to exercise more. Weirrrd. I fall asleep all the time and I don't think that's right. In class after I get enough sleep, I'm still falling asleep. Even when I try to stay awake.

I wish i had more people to text when I'm bored. hmm since no one is on I think I should play the sims hah! I'll try to update more. This hasn't caught you up in my life but I want to write more often in here.

So the htm barbecue was dece. It was good because I was hungry by the time I got out of geology. So I stayed there until I had class. Off to math I went and then to my htm class. It was a presentation day and Carl (director of the htm program) was joking around with me like he did at the barbecue. He actually came up to me and was like so reintroduce yourself (and i was thinking I have never met him before) and yeah it was kind of weird. So anyway I stayed a little bit after to say hi to Carl again and be on my merry way to my htm acct class. We went over the homework and I did it right for the most part. So then I went to the all htm student associations meeting. It went till about 6 and I was more than ready to go home. I pretty much crashed 2 hours after I got home, woke up, and then went back to sleep. ( it was a long day) So Wednesday was another productive day in my book... I suppose. I forgot what I was doing in the morning but then I got called in to work early. So I ate subway for lunch and then went to barnes to read/ study. I then got my brother, went back home for 2 seconds and went to work.

Thursday. I had class bright and early at 8 and boy was I tired for some reason. So then during the break we (Maellyn and I) went to our cars and sat in hers for awhile. Then we got some food in east commons. I had forgotten my wallet so she paid for it. I feel bad I should give her 5 dollars right back tomorrow. So then I went to math and we got out super early. I took advantage of this oppurtunity to get to my htm class in a calm fashion as opposed to me sweaty by the time I get there XD. The student associations talked to us yet again... well anyway so then we got out and I was pm running to my acct class and Maellyn was like it's cancelled. So we just walked back to our cars and she was telling me to take montezuma and it was just as long as taking college. But since then I've been taking that way out but not in.

Friday I woke up super early ( @ 8) and was like I have things to do. So I got out of my house by 11 drove all the way to school (because I didn't feel like making my htm appointment even though I was already there). I did print out my enrollment verification though at school Thursday before leaving so I could get my military id. So after I made my appointment I stopped by the bookstore and the marketplace to get something to drink. I bought the eraser refills. I then went on the base to get my new id. I look like a little girl. XD So anyway...i'll spare the details of the person who helped me get my id but let's just say it was lolz. So then I went to the bank deposited my checks and went home. I spent like an hour at work because the schedule was super non-sensical XD So then I thought it was fixed but then it got revised again.

Saturday woke up early again. I met up with my htm group and we went to the belmont park, took a picture, went to the zoo, took a picture, then went downtown to the convention center. To take another picture. We also walked around a bit to find the rest of the cards for one of the items on the list. It went pretty good. So then we drove back to school but stopped by woodstocks and lunch was cheap and good. haha. So then maggie was the one driving and dropped us off. Tian wanted to go to Kevin's dorm and I was like ooo can I go to. So that is why there are 2 pictures of me under his bed haha. We chilled for awhile. I met a couple of his suitemates and another friend of his.They went to the tailgate and game and I should've gone but there were people coming to my house.

I got home, immediately dropped off my brother to his friends and came back to mark sitting in our living room. After awhile we decided to go to target and I stopped by big lots because danielle said there was a new schedule. Nerissa looked pissed when I came in. But the schedule is all fixed up. I'm working closing tomorrow, wednesday and saturday. i guess this means i should read for hospitality law. So then target was fun and we came back home to eat and then I had to go pick up my aunts and bring them and my grandma here. So I was in for the night because Maellyn was tired from work when she texted me at 10. I fell asleep so hard and woke up this morning at i think 8:45. Since then I've watched duplicity and that's about it. I should probably read. I'm glad I have no work tonight. Hope of the rest of the semester is this eventful.

I need to get on top of my game asap. haha i mean with the school work and just keeping my room clean things like that. 2 and half weeks and I'm off to Vegas for the weekend. I don't know what I'm actually doing on my birthday since I have the day off but I'll have class at 8 the next day. It's okay because Friday is when I'm going to Vegas. I feel behind on school already because we have a scavenger hunt around san diego for my htm 201 class. So Thursday night- Saturday I need to get it done so I'll talk to my group about it. I had like no time this weekend due to working nights and being tired during the day.

Well at least I did my accounting homework this morning. Before this I was reading a chapter for my class and I read a few paragraphs multiple times. I wish I had work at 5 but I have work at 4. So I'm going to read a little, clean a little, maybe start some laundry and then get ready for work. The HTM bbq is tomorrow. I do/don't want to go. I think I should stay after classes tomorrow to get into serious mode for school. Apparently having school does affect me because I work better? who would've thought. Bye bye summer brain.

i want to be super dorky and update about my first day of school but don't feel like it. In actuality, I should be cleaning my room or like reading for class but does it look like I'm doing that? I'm actually going out to dinner with the sister, her boyfriend and my neighbor she's watching. I'm only semi hungry though, I will clean my room and do whatever school like things I should have been doing instead of watching freaks and geeks and falling asleep. I'm glad I don't have work though.I need to/will make friends this semester damnit. Especialy in calc and my htm 201 class. I'll need all the luck I can get.

I'm trying to write more in here and I actually have a few boring but exciting (to me) things to say. The boy and I are actually doing pretty well. We pretty much spent most of yesterday together. It was exciting because since we live kind of far from each other (really only 20 minutes) we don't see each other that much, during the day that is.Mundane things such as errands are just soo much fun. Well I do like them but when its just to keep someone company doing theirs are just as fun.

( boring detailz b/c that's how I do )In conclusion the boy and I hung out pretty much all of yesterday. It was honestly such a good day. I also had relevant suggestions to things and he cared about my opinion so everything is dandy. i'm not in it's always sunny mood but I do want to watch freaks and geeks since he's not online to talk to and I don't want to waste his texts.

So here I am and it's the 25th. I can't even remember where the month went by. Oh and  I got my macbook pro and the 8gb itouch. Both have thoroughly entertained me for the past week I've had it. I'm honsetly trying to figure out what I've been doing since I last updated. OH yes being a ho fo sho. Umm well I do remember the past weekend. So Danielle and Holly came to visit/spend the night on Friday. We played the Sims 3 and had fun with photobooth. Saturday we woke up @ like 7 and around 9 got ready to go to warped tour. I was getting Dani in and Holly's friend was supposed to but we just all chipped in to get a ticket for her. We caught some of this providence, saw some underoath waiting for chiodos. We saw some of we the kings waiting for all time low. We peaced after all time low because we were all over it.

We stopped by 7-11 and then they stayed a few more minutes before they headed back north.  Umm I think I went back out but can't remember. Sunday I had work and yesterday I had work. I guess there is nothing worth remembering to write so I'm going to go. Oh yeah there was a party at my house and that was cool I guess. I actually start class next week... ugh oh well I have my birthday/ Vegas to look forward to. And a birthday party. It should be fun times.

Princess protection program is on and I need to charge my phone. haha twitter has my in the moment happenings obvs.

 haha. I want to update, it's just the trouble of finding something to type up. The summer is almost gone and I don't know where July went. Today (techincally yesterday, Saturday) I went to my sister's company picnic at the beach. It was fun to be out in the sun for once this summer. Afterward came home took a nap and then tried to figure out what to do in the evening. Nothing good turned up but I caught a 9:55 showing of the ugly truth which I liked. The things Gerard Butler's character said were interesting. Oh I went with Danielle and picked her up since her car did not pass the smog check. I kind of feel bad. ( if you knew our dynamic, you would understand). So then I dropped her off and came back home. I wanted to go out and do what I usually do but to no avail. It's ok, I tweeted that I was going to sleep but then I read twitter, and lj and decided to post. Oh and I went to orientation for school. Uhhh being an upperclassmen. I'm thinking of studying abroad and hopefully it won't set me back too far. Oh and I'm thinking of getting a macbook at school since they have deals, just that at orientation I did not want to talk to those guys. Oh and tomorrow I have work. I work like 2 days a week and I'm going to start looking for a job that is in my future. I will drop my job now in a heart beat if I found one where I could get my paid internship. Ooo scary growing up. 

 There is not much to say about the incubus show except the fact I went crazy buying merch. Like they didn't have the hoodie (what i really wanted since I don't like pullover sweaters) so I ordered it online where it was much cheaper. So that was Thursday and Friday was like relaxation day. Then Saturday morning got up early to see I love you Beth Cooper which was ok. Later in the day I went to seaworld with my sister only after it wasn't so hot. Then we ate dinner at this Chinese place I've only been once before. I started not feeling well but it wasn't from the food. It was hot and I wasn't feeling good which don't mix. So I woke up and didn't feel any better, I then tried to get some rest before going in to work. Monday was good because I had no work! Yesterday I had class and then later in the night went to a midnight showing of harry potter hbp. It was pretty good. Today I have done absolutely nothing. I was meaning to do my homework but I lacked the motivation. This just means I'll have to do it after work. Hopefully it won't take too long. The homework is due, because the test is tomorrow. I want to get a B this time. Which will hopefully bring up my grade :) 

All i feel like doing is actually reading Harry Potter or watching harry potter. But instead I have work.

 GUISE I SAW THE INCUBUS AND THEY WERE THE AMAZING. I LITTERALLY TEARED WHEN THEY GOT ON THE STAGE. which was super duper weird. I'll update I guess later but there is nothing much to say about it. I just love them and might go to az to see them again.

 Not suspcious at all semi by the book. It's insane. It could've been more but I'm thinking not. Its fun, I'm young. If you have no idea what I'm talking about its ok because I don't either. It made me feel alive. That's what growing up is about. You just have to push and pull in life and take what's given to you. Something tells me I'm sorely mistaken and I'm just really lucky. I know I'm lucky I'm so privileged, educated, and have my health. I wouldn't change anything in the world. I'm just excited to learn more about it. 

 All I'm in the mood to do is get out of my house. But work is not far enough. I'm just tired of calc and work and staying home. Is it the weekend yet? oh guess I have a case of the Mondays. 

 Hm where should I begin? At the beginning I suppose. Monday night I went to sleep pretty late because I was busy helping someone.So I got 2 hours max of sleep. I woke up @ 6 because I have class at 8 in the morning. So I got to class and it wasn't bad at all. Then I went to go pick up a parking permit at the school I usually go to. There is absolutely no parking at the moment there. I just went to the staff lot hurried to get my permit and go home. At home I realized I was really hungry so I put some enchiladas in the oven and started to take a nap. I slept for roughly an hour/ fell asleep to camp rock since it was on tv. Before I knew it, it was 2 and I was like really I need to go get ready. I took the food out and had to go to work to get my check, I went to the bank and got some gas.

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